One of my reasons in coming back to Seattle was a job opportunity at my church. They're looking for someone to lead up the technological aspects of the services in addition to managing volunteers and planning events. Well, I interviewed on Tuesday evening, and I felt that it went pretty badly. My mind wasn't clear, and I felt like I couldn't keep a good train of thought. Had I been interviewing me, I would have figured I was just being evasive.
I was really disappointed Tuesday night and had trouble falling asleep. Wednesday I was fairly depressed. Somehow today I felt pretty optimistic, not about getting the job, but rather not worrying about it.
Well, tonight when I got home from work, I had an e-mail saying that I didn't get the job. I'm a little disappointed, but I think I worked out most of the disappointment yesterday. In some ways I'm actually relieved. Holding that position would have been a huge responsibility. Also, I was concerned about the likelihood of living my life out here in an entirely Christian environment. While some may dream of that opportunity, I don't believe it's the best thing for me. I think it's important for me to interact with people from all walks of life and all viewpoints.
In a really odd twist of expectations, however, a job has opened up at Drew's work. I sent my resume and cover letter with him this morning, and he called just before noon saying that they're REALLY interested in me. I need to call them back tomorrow to set up an interview. This job would pay fairly well, and I could leave the work problems behind at the end of the day. It should also allow me a lot of time for working on art and music.
Nothing's settled, of course, but things are looking positive right now.
Posted by jonhanneman at September 16, 2004 8:20 PM